growing Up day by day...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

[[ONCE UPON A TIME*]]

Time:1818pm
As usual , 20 more min i am going to book in already . . life in ns have pass around 4 month but things was not going to well between her n me . . .

when POP tat nite , i got a bad news. she got feelings for 1 china man . . wtf man. . jus becux i was in ns . i was not there when u need someone , u fallen for another guy. . hai. is not mine choice to be in ns , is not mine choice to be in infantry i also hope i could get posted to a 8-5 vocation. but i got no choice. .

now althought we are together . but i noe mine heart is keeping her out, cux maybe of tat guy tat made me restricting her to entre. . .i dunno wat i should do now. every weekend i been alone at home. . even christmas eve n new yr eve. . n yesterday she jus meet me for like 4 hour, she went to BQ with her fren. . alone again.. . .. i told SGT darwin, all this is not i wan . . but whenever i book out , i was alone . . i mean wtf ! why do i hav to spend mine weekend alone . . why can't "U" accompany me? becux ur fren more important ? or i am no longer the one u realli love in ur heart?

so now wat should i do ? spending every weekend alone ur mum dun let u come over to ton . . i onli got 24hour. . so can someone tell me wat i can do ?

i tried to spend time with u but why u can't appreciate it ?
shall i brk up with u to pass every weekend lonly?
or could u spend more time with me ?

__`Rewinded the Days`__ [2:19 AM]